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Impossible (Dave x Karkat)

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I placed the pen down, and held my paper up in front of me. I smiled at the portrait I drew, of Dave and I holding hands. No, I wasn't the best artist, but lately I've been drawing a lot. I gasped as I realized I had forgot one final touch! I drew a heart, and smiled at it, for it was almost perfect actually. My smile turned into a pout when I looked around for a red pen, just to find nothing.  I looked around, left and right, every where someone could hide, before looking down at my finger. I guess it wouldn't hurt if no-one had seen me do it, right? I brought my pointer finger to the tip of one of my fangs, barely poking it. The candy red liquid bubbled to the surface as I pressed in onto the paper, causing the heart to go red. Looking around once more, I sucked on my finger until the bleeding subsided. Hopefully no-one saw. Picking up the picture again, i smiled widely, something I normally didn't do.

Dave Strider.

Was he a little strange? Yes, but honestly I hadn't much of a right to judge. Our blood is the same color, I can't look down on him. I wouldn't even if I could. Dave wasn't the same as John, Jade, or Rose. Dave was all his own, after all he had been through. His raps were average, better than a lot of the music the humans like to listen to, and the conversations we had were entertaining though I would never admit that out loud. The thought of Dave dying at all, whether he would come back or not, made my stomach jump and freak out and I would literally have to see Dave in person to remind myself he is okay, he is safe.

It was just Dave. Just Dave.

Not Dave and Karkat. It wasn't Strider and Vantas. A human and a troll? Hardly possible. The fact we were both male probably didn't help....though I highly doubt anyone would mind. Dave would. Strider doesn't think of me that way, of course he doesn't. No-one does. Nepeta ....maybe, but we are both trolls it's different. Egbert? Gog, who really knows what John is ever thinking?  But Dave and I, we wouldn't be together ever. Even if it wasn't strange, he doesn't want me. He has Jade after all. He moves on with his life, while i am stuck here, sitting on this lab floor drawing and dreaming. I looked back down at my drawing and suddenly it wasn't so beautiful anymore. I looked at the heart, and I saw my bright red blood that had colored it in. I was a lowblood anyway, as if I wasn't already an outcast. I hiccuped, and a red tear fell onto the paper right onto my drawing of me, on the doodle's face. My hiccups got louder, and sobs soon followed, tears left red trails down my cheeks. I loved Dave, and I wanted to protect him to help him get through this, but I knew something all too well.

"It'll never happen." I murmured before ripping the drawing in half, and throwing it behind me, as it landed in a pile of other crumpled papers, some of which were drawings others were literature pieces all about Dave. I cried more, and more until I thought I had lost all of my tears. Dave and I, it was just a fantasy and it was pointless trying to lie to myself, dreaming that maybe we did have a chance. What's the point of playing a game I'm going to lose? I made a mistake even thinking like this. I don't want to feel this way, but I know if just a few more hours, after the moons go down, I will doing the same thing.

Dave....why are you so far out of my reach? Is everything I want....impossible?
DAVEKAT~
Because fandom ....inspired by this photo ( [link] )
So here have the homestuck and stay stellar~
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